And then I killed a bird...

Well, this is going to be possibly one of the most action packed blogs. Or not because I probably won't write everything I intended to because as you've seen, I get distracted by random things that pop into my head. WAYflippingHEY.

So let's go with yesterday. I got up at 12:30 because I had a very late night the night before as you saw with the time I posted my blog at... oops. My parents have stopped asking me where I've been or how late I come in now which is all good! :) Finally, some independence. So I woke up and had made plans to go out with Leah and Jess for some girl times, get some lunch, do some general errands and go for a lovely wee walk

 

This is Orlock, where we went for our walk.. Lovely place!

Me being all instagramie and artistic hehe

So that's where we went and on the way there I broke my flipping wheel trim off!! I bumped into a curb quite roughly because a car couldn't stay on it's own side of the road and the wheel trim came partially off which was not a good event! So I realized this after our walk when I decided to check out the wheel and it was 1/2 hanging off, I tried to kick it back on but without success so I just ripped it off and put it in the boot :)

After our walk we had to do some errands and then I left Leah home, well... on this journey something else happened! I was driving along the big country road where there are lots of birds flying about like idiots and clearly have very daring personalities. One of them, in fact, flew right into my windscreen. Yes you read it right... into my flipping windscreen. I think I might have killed it but it's the bird's own fault for being so stupid and flying into a car windscreen probably trying to impress it's lover and boom it's dead. I can't help but think of the line from The Notebook (incredible movie), "Tell me I'm a bird!" Mate, you don't want to be a bird after my experience and this next line shouldn't have been written because of my traumatizing experience, "If you're a bird, I'm a bird." That's like saying, "If you're willing to fly into car, I'm willing to fly into a car." NO. You don't do that Noah! Rager over about the bird but it was a traumatizing experience... Just sayin'. 

A little while later Jess, my brother and I got some Chinese food for dinner which was glorious yes I can spell that word. Then Jess and I got all musical and recorded a flipping song!! YEAH BUDDY! Here's the link to my sound cloud if you wish to listen:
http://soundcloud.com/charlotte-charules-louise-mcveigh/i-wont-give-up

So that was fun and our friend Jay texted us both at the same time saying the same thing so we started being creepy and sending the exact same messages to her at the exact same time! Tehe we so funny ;) Then Jay came round to mine and we watched Saw 4. Kinda gross but I actually didn't have nightmares after it which was good :D But totally beyond gross! 

Yesterday was good :) And today I woke up at like 13:30 because I wanted a lot of sleep and have just been catching up on my tv shows and playing Skyrim totally amazing game. So here I am :)

I've been doing a lot of thinking today, looking at the past and now. I totally value my friends, more than any of them will ever know! I can't believe how much has changed in the past 9 months I sound like I've had a baby now... I haven't! I've come out of my shell a lot, got close to some really fab people and become closer to God while all this has been happening! I cannot wait till next year when it's going to change even more and have so much more packed into it! For now I'll live in the present trying to leave all the rubbish in the day it belongs to and try and keep what's important in my head and on the tip of my tongue. I feel I should apologize the way I've acted to some people, I get lost in the moment when I'm angry or frustrated and say things that are harsh or not pleasant, so to anyone who I've ever spoken bad to or about, I'm sorry. 

I'm not perfect and through this blog you've probably seen that. I have ups and downs but I'm determined to make it more ups than downs because who doesn't like to be positive right?! I want to also say thank-you to you! YES YOU! For reading this, looking into the parts of my life you probably wouldn't know about if it wasn't for this blog! One of my friends said it's like having a conversation with me and thinking about it, it's pretty one sided but if my (sometimes strange) daily life brings joy, entertainment or if you can relate to it that makes me happy :) THANKS GUYS :3

Good night!

Charlotte :3